Originally posted by 13MWZ
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I just wanted to say thank you for the advise and helping me put all this together and figure out what's been going on. I think it is extremely strange how this is all coming together, and that I never put 2 & 2 together untill telling yall my story. I havent told many folks here at home about what happened. My wife doesnt even know the whole story, just that the bracelet I wear is for a friend who died over there. She doesnt really want to know about things that happened over there and honestly, I dont like to talk about it. I'm glad though that I found this forum, this thread, and felt like it was time to share. I'm also very greatfull for the reseption I've recieved on here, everybody's gratitude, and willingness to help.
I keep what is left of the bracelet Ally made me in a small wooden box, with my medals and a few mortar frags and bullets I pulled out of my vest after a mission. The box is kept on a shelf in my closet tucked away under some old uniforms.
I took my wife to a hockey game tonight. When we got back home I walked inside while my wife was chatting with the neighbors. My attention was drawn to our coffee table right away and I saw Ally's bracelet sitting smack dab in the middle of the table, nothing else on the table. That was strange, expecialy considering where I keep it stored. What was realy strange is what happened when I picket the bracelet up. I could have sworn....I KNOW I heard her giggle off in the distance and I was over whelmed with both joy and saddness. Out of the blue I started to laugh and cry at the same time. I put the bracelet up and went to compose myself. I'd like to think that was her way of saying "remember me, I'll see you later".
Honestly, I like the idea of her still being around, but I know she doesnt belong here. It's hard to let her go for a second time, but I know she'll be happier with her family. I cant help but feel like I'm letting Alex down though.
Even though I dont want Ally to leave, I know it's what is right. I hope she has moved on, but hope she'll stop by from time to time and say hi.
And to all who have thanked my brothers, sisters, and me......Your welcome.....and THANK YOU too.
I keep what is left of the bracelet Ally made me in a small wooden box, with my medals and a few mortar frags and bullets I pulled out of my vest after a mission. The box is kept on a shelf in my closet tucked away under some old uniforms.
I took my wife to a hockey game tonight. When we got back home I walked inside while my wife was chatting with the neighbors. My attention was drawn to our coffee table right away and I saw Ally's bracelet sitting smack dab in the middle of the table, nothing else on the table. That was strange, expecialy considering where I keep it stored. What was realy strange is what happened when I picket the bracelet up. I could have sworn....I KNOW I heard her giggle off in the distance and I was over whelmed with both joy and saddness. Out of the blue I started to laugh and cry at the same time. I put the bracelet up and went to compose myself. I'd like to think that was her way of saying "remember me, I'll see you later".
Honestly, I like the idea of her still being around, but I know she doesnt belong here. It's hard to let her go for a second time, but I know she'll be happier with her family. I cant help but feel like I'm letting Alex down though.
Even though I dont want Ally to leave, I know it's what is right. I hope she has moved on, but hope she'll stop by from time to time and say hi.
And to all who have thanked my brothers, sisters, and me......Your welcome.....and THANK YOU too.
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